Tears rolled down. It wouldn't stop. Heart feeling empty. Mind needs to rest. Says too much indulging. Was enjoying daddy's cooked food, but I can't find my appetite now.

Shouldn't expect so much. There's a limit to what a guy can give in, I suppose.

Nobody would really be here for me, 24/7. This I've realised. No more thoughts that he'd rush over to be here for me, like I would to others. I think I'm like th only one who'd be so silly to care so much uh ? They need to sleep that's why. So I'll to rely on myself again.

Sorry, my dear boy.

I'm someone with few words. I find it hard to express myself by talking it out. I think you forgot about that.

I hate you insulting me (be it directly or indirectly) or hurling vulgarities when I'm with you. Nd those times you raise your voice or smth. Well, you'd say it's because I made you frustrated, then maybe you shouldn't make empty promises.

Saying that I don't understand you hurts me, fyi. I do try, like how you'll always try to please me. You're not th only one tired physically nd mentally.

I don't want any grudge. I'm saying al these without any agitations. I'm just. Upset.

I. hate. me. why. that's. nice.